Bye Christmas! Hello New Year!
long long time since i last written. busy going out.
last wed: back to camp for carolling. then off to zh's house for a sumptious meal of steamboat and grilling. full to the max.
thurs: mahjong and fun at lix's house. I LOVE MAHJONG!
fri: fun at sentosa. beach volley and canoeing.
sat: shopping and movie with pris, shan, gary, ziyang and sy.
sun: shopping with mum and dad and bugis. window shopping i mean.
mon: home.
i realised i've been out everyday. that is madness.
tomorrow will be chalet at pris and zy's. SENTOSA HERE I COME AGAIN.
office calls every workday. might as well be in office. for what i take leave for? it's like work at home, work at orchard, work at sentosa. but who can i blame? no one. i'm not saying if who and who is at fault but i just can't relax 100%.
don't know what happened to my comments thingy. hope it would be back soon.
tata!
Merry Christmas.... eh... not yet!
A little too early for the wishings... so into christmas mood already... can you hear the sleighbells ringing? ha!
Long time since i last enter my journals... pure laziness. woke up today. feel fresh. feel like logging into blogger, and ta da, here i am, writing words of thoughts.
last fri: study for basic theory test.
irony of life: just outside the bbdc, and as we (me and fei) got out of the cab, and as the cab was making a u-turn, a mini van crashed into the cab and the whole boot went off. irony: a sign of having to renew his liscense again?don't fret! you are just outside the driving centre.
final destination 3? i hope not!
sat: supposedly a happy outing with qw, lix, jy and zh turned out to be quite a disappointing one. zh
BETRAYED US. angry!! anyway, meal at nydc. nice treat of earl grey and lagsana. then bridge at lix's house.
sun: home.
mon: zoo with sy, prisc and zy. became a child again. took photo at almost every other animal. *excited* saw gurmit filming some show for the kids.
today: shopping for xmas gifts? not sure yet. need to get a haircut real soon
MERRY XMAS!!
so into xmas mood!
ho! ho!
Sometimes things aren't the way they surpose to seem like
FINALLY!!!
i'm a bit tanned... after long hours under the sun in sentosa, i am black. but of course the result is accompanied by peeling of skin, torture from the sun burnt, itchiness and all that...
boss's in happy mood. off today and tomorrow. lunch treat from regulars today. there's cold dish, sharks' fin, chicken, fish, vegetables, prawns, that tapioca and vege dish, noodles, and dessert... hey! it's like a 9 course wedding dinner... ha!
actually, we wanted to watch infernal affairs 3, but we reached late and cant get the tickets... in the end we watched lord of the rings: return of the king... i didn't watch the first two episodes but i felt that it is worth watching lotr 3 again... superb!
sometimes i really wonder do ireally know my friends that well after all. recent situations cause me to ponder over how well do i know the people around me. it's like sometimes misunderstandings just happen because they just happen, i.e. without rhyme or reason. maybe stress from work allows my mind to go biazzre...
anyway, will be not in office till the next year. am i such an idiot?
tomorrow's basic theory test. pass please.
buai!
Check this out!
Cute and funny... nice song attached to it to!
www.boombastick.net
enjoy!
Looking for the right smile
click click goes the camera... but always cant seem to smile naturally... too wide, too fake
haha...
been out since last fri...
fri: orchard with mum
sat: orchard with shan, sy and zy. had lunch at nudle bar. not bad. night spent with qw, zh, jy and lix. saw kelvin, kian heng serving to us...
sun: ktv with 12 other camp mates at orchard (cuppage), then late lunch at mache and walking aimlessly around orchard area...
mon: beach volley at sentosa with camp mates and fei's friend. late lunch/early dinner at BK.
now: red like lobster and a horrible sunburn from sentosa.
the frequent outing explains why i havent been updating the blog...
Is this burning an eternal flame?
Nick and gang back tonight. :)
A new smile
it's more like a not-so-perfect half moon, with less upper lips
shows more upper layer of teeth and intelligently hides the lower layer
muscles above upper lips made more obvious
doesn't widen my cheeks that evidently
tada
a new smile found
literally...
metaphorically...
the energy's level up a little, with the knowledge that friends do care for me
and i'm on off
and shopping with mum tomorrow
and trip to sentosa next mon
and meet up with ziyang, pris, shan, and sy on sat
and christmas's coming
tis the season to be jolly
the first reason stated raises the energy the most
nick: i know you feel really bad bout the driving test. cant help feeling bad bout it. but you have to be strong and positive and faith in yourself. you have the support of everyone in the office!! though we cant be there personally... sat will be the day... the day you will pass...
sy: thanks for the help line...
everyone else: enjoy the season
p/s: saw lix while gg home today.... surprise! surprise! a early xmas present from santa! a big one too!
santa: i am a greedy boy. i want billions of presents. cos i want each of the people around the world to be happy, to feel happy, to know that love is present that is priceless.
including me.
The fire's dying...
i admit. i'm fake. i'm counterfeit. all the smiles are all masked on. behind the smiles are sorrows and fears, anger and frustration.
i hate myself.
always thought i have the choice to be happy or sad. i serioulsy did. i chose, or at least i tried, the more chirpy me for the past few months. i did realise the positive effects. i suddenly realise i do have a lot of friends who are concerned bout me. i realise i do have friends to accompany me during weekends. i realise many things do go the right ways besides the occasional misses and slips. but i overcome them quite easily.
yup. all the 'haha's are fictitious.
i really really wanna to be a happy person. but the energy's going real down. where or when can i get a refill?
i overcome my sickness with a joke. work as if i like the work so much.
all these require the fire, which is dying.
i need to replenish!
another retail therapy? $$ already on the low end.
i do get depressed so easily. i may need a pschiatrist real soon.
my real psychiatrist = a very good friend to talk to? hope can save money on this area.
must be the SISPEC photos i have been browsing through recently that left me in this minor depression.
I will get over it. I will.
hope so.
I will be fine, in the next min or so...
Love is in the air
LOVE ACTUALLY. totally love it. i love romance comedy, especially when they link it with christmas. christmas is the season of giving and sharing, including love. hugh grant still has that humour in him. though knew only a couple of the cast, i think most of them did a good job. i will give a 8 out of ten. still trying to figure out who's in relation with who and how many short stories there are. worth my $$.
gary made it to meet us. so total 4 of us.
all you need is love
It's been a long time
quite some time since i last blog. lazy to log into my 56k net and wait and wait. now a slight recap what happen the last few days.... *Flashback*
fri's book out day
sat's stay home day
sun's 'accompanying-cum-window-shopping-day'. nick got some of his stuff for xmas. mogu pillows and books for his bro. fei satisfied with his $300+ oakley shades which all of us have our share of it for 2 mins. of course, it was captured forever with nick's cam. coffee club again, a place where pies and drinks served to our tables. drinks again at big o at wheelock place.
yesterday's pulau ubin. sadly but truely, it's my first time there. great experince though have to push my bike up the slope not once but a few times. however great fun. it's like taiwan minus the chinese cum hokkien speaking natives... minus the pylons... minus the houses among the plantations although there are some atap houses still surviving in this high rise building era. ok it's not really taiwan after all. but the feeling's there. sometimes town boy like me should go to these kinda place more often, or else will be termed as
sua gu aka moutain tortise. photos will be uploaded soon once i finished with the flim and have developed and scanned them. that the problem with non digicam.
a treat to
love actually later with shan and pris later.
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
tata.
NIce song
Young girl don't cry
I will be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When your safe inside your room you tend to dream
of a place where nothings harder then it seems
no one ever wants to bother to explain
of the heartache life can bring and what it means
Chorus:
When theres no one else look inside your self
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You learn to begin to trust the voice within
Young girl don't hide
Youll never change and you'll just run away
Young girl just hold tight soon you're gonna see your brighter day
In a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when your so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul
Chorus:
When theres no one else look inside your self
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You learn to begin to trust the voice within
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as your learning you'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
Break it!
(Hold On)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
(no one can tell you what you can do)
No one can stop you you know that I'm talking to you
Chrous:
When theres no one else
Look inside yourself
And like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find your strength
That will guide your way
You will learn to begin to trust the voice within
Young girl dont cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Meaningful lyrics... Like it....
Another good song by christina aguilera
It's D DAY
All the people in the crowd
Grab a partner, take it down
It's just me, it's just me against the music, yeah
It's whipping my hair
It's pulling my waist
The sweat is dripping all over my face
I'm the only one dancing up in this place
To the beat of the drum, gotta get with that bass
I'm up against the speaker
Trying to take on the music
It's like a competition
Lyric is the beat
I wanna get in the zone
I wanna get in the zone
If you really wanna ride
Saddle up and and get ya rhytm
Try to hit it, you could die
In a minute, I'ma take ah ya on, I'ma take ah ya on
All my people on the floor, let me see you dance
All my people up for more, let me see you dance
All my people round and round, let me see you dance
All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance
Let's take on the song, let's take on the song
All night long, woo
We're almost there
I'm feelin' it bad and I can't explain
I feel the burn
My hips are movin' at a rapid pace
I feel it burn
From the tip of my toes, runnin' through my veins
You lose your turn
Let me see what you got, don't hesitate
Get on the floor, baby lose control
Just work your body and let it go
If you wanna party, just grab somebody
Hey baby, we can dance all night
(Dance all night)
Hey Britney you say you wanna lose control
come over here Igot something to show ya
sexy lady I rather see you beg a soul
if you are all that well then show me what you got
Get on the floor, baby lose control
Just work your body and let it go
If you wanna party, just grab somebody
Hey baby, we can dance all night
(Dance all night)
Chorus
for those anti-britney, so sorry but this song keeps ringing in my head. must be the radio who keeps playing this song. i am not pro-britney though, but jsut the song. maybe a while later, i will forget this song. but for now, it's
All my people on the floor, let me see you dance...
today is the day. the day where boss anounces which department the new chaps are in... Haha... nick is already under my control. wonder if he can get along with ewen. hope they can work well like me and genfeng... (Cheeky smile)
busy with a lot of typing and editing today. lonely night as i rejected invitation to jp. quiet sick of it as i have gone there for the past 2 days.
yesterday was movie night. watched wishing stairs, a korean horror flick. irritated my noisy people behind, and gan who kept mentioning that the movie was so boring, THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE. lost appetite for any unexpected scares from the movie.
i'm someone who forgives easily. yesterday was mad with him for spoiling the mood. today talked to him already. ain't i the nicest guy? (everyone nodded)
thank you.
thinking of buying a good digicam. been surfing the net for a best buy. any recommendation? sorry sian ying... looking for a brand new one. good luck in finding a new owner of your cam.
nick: all the best for your upcoming driving test
sian ying: good luck again
shan, pris, gary, sy, ziyang: gifts from taiwan still with me. can meet someday together so that i will be the early santa
good day!
The hills are alive with the sound of music
The small world which I wished it never be
the world is just too small. singapore is just a dot. or is it that the popular me have too many friends? haha! met jasmine, and she introduced her boyfriend. i knew we were the best friends during secondary school... never together (u know what i mean)... but interestingly as much as i was happy to meet her, there's this funny feeling when she suddenly introduced her boyfriend to me. she wanted me to know her boyfriend. i knew we wre like brother and sister, but the feeling's real funny. can't explain. jealousy? don't think so. envy? more question marks?
anyway, i really wished all the best for her and her beau.
when i was supposed to leave for camp, 2 gals suddenly popped in front of me. and i really mean popped. it's jiayi and liyin who have just finished their takwando at nyu. they are still as cute and funny as before.
is it a ahs class gathering or what?
haha.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
night
Can you hear the christmas bells?
a new month, a new start, i hope.
there're changes, and changes are constant.
good or bad, it's up to me to decide.
realise it's world aids day today. what should i do? wat does this day means? question marks.
have safer sex?
last friday is bad. real bad. someone forgot to turn off the tap and the plumber's on leave. my only spanner... the ration packed tissue. despite the dripping nose, worked in the air-con room the whole to do stocktaking. trust me, it' isn't a wonderful feeling. day ended. relieved a little. had an idea to take cab home so that can rest earlier.
waited for cab for around 15 mins ouside camp. all cabs taken.
it's ok.
took a bus with jac to JP with the hope to catch a cab at the cab stand.
lone queue, not of cabs but of human beings.
never mind.
God decided that i should save a little, and so i took the mrt. *Reminder*... I am sick! Happy to see the train waiting for me. but wait! there's no seat.
*Newsflash* I LIVE IN BEDOK AND I AM SICK!!!
It's ok. i'm a nice guy! haha!
saturday is a leave day for me. book my basic theory test in the morn with zhixiong. it was 3, then 5, then 6. all thanks to yangfei! anyway met up with nick at 5 though. orchard is plain.
it was coffee club, then sakura. am i on a diet plan? dun think so... coincidentally, 'picked up' guohao at taka toilet, who's alone. met with zhixiong and calvin at sakura who went to the com fair at expo.
felt guilty leaving the gang to meet up with prisc. BUT SHE'S ALONE. can't possibly leave her alone. shan and gary came later for a ktv session at party world.
went to com fair at expo with gary to hunt for a printer. went there too early. got a lexmark all-in-one printer X5150. stayed till 3+.
today's lesson to new chaps was ok. stayed till 8 to do stocktake list. *Sianz*
Live life. Love life.
Bye!
