Back to Singing
I think probably I haven't sung with a group since months ago, that for once in a long long time, I felt rather out of place in terms of my voice. And it's really a wierd and uneasy feeling, to be advised on how to sing.
Oh well, guessed I really need to work on my singing.
Actually I wanted to write some more, but it's really midnight and I have work tomorrow.
So long.
PS: It's a really hot night.
Labels: Resonance
And it's back to work
These 3 weeks, which I had previously feared, had swifted past before I even noticed it. It was really a packed 3 full weeks of revisions, exercies, planning, and the actual evaluation. I had indeed learned a lot, about how to interact with people, about myself and my attitudes, and the things I never knew I can do.
It's already quite late in the night now, and I can't really relate what happened in these 3 weeks of in camp training. I just hope I could bring some of things I have learnt forward and applied them in my work and my life.
The only slight regret is that I should have pushed myself further and attain more than what I could have possibly achieved.
Labels: army, life
Errata
I realised there were a lot of grammar, spelling and expression mistakes but I could not really bother to edit that post. And that's why there is this post to apologize if you have difficulties in reading the previous post.
Wait, this is MY blog. There shouldn't be any apology.
Oh well.
On other news, Ip Man 2 and Iron Man 2 are good, although I prefer the former.
A Post
I know I have been really lazy and outdating posts on my blog. Well, there are no excuses for that. Anyway I just want to write something before I am off for three weeks in camp.
This blogging thing is really important because it is an avenue where I can express my thoughts or any aggression without really affecting anyone directly. A few events that happened previously have also reminded me the imporatance of constant writing, and if I don't, I will lose touch of expressing myself fluently in words and that doesn't really spell good for my job, where it involves me writing reports, emails or constructing proper sentences to positively convey messages which might not be so positive.
Ok, I will try to write.
I have also realised that this blog has become an update of my life, which seriously isn't any much interesting, rather than an avenue of expressing my thoughts, which I wanted it to be. It has become like a 'do-because-I-need-to-do', rather than 'do-beacuse-I-want-to-do-it' activity. I will try to improve that attitude.
Frankly speaking, the thought of going in camp really dampens the mood significantly. I just didn't enjoy the thought of being in camp and doing the things I don't really enjoy. Some would say that I am not the only one experiencing having to go to camp, and others would say that since I have to do it, just put it in a positive sense. I really did try to feel less negative (rather than more positive, note the difference), but somehow deep inside, it still bothers me.
I really have to remind myself that I am not the only one going through this, and it might not be THAT bad after all. I need all the luck for these three weeks, luck that will ensure everything will go well.
It ain't really that bad, as I have do have friends around me who have encouraged and helped drive away that negative mood. I guess it's just up to me in the end.
Just watched Enchanted on Channel 5. One message that got to me: some things ain't have to be so complicated (like love), and most of the time, it's just the human beings that make it so complicated and that's when problems arise. Simplicity in reality is the most difficult thing to achieve. Well that's my take on that movie. Love the singing-dancing-happy ending, and I believe that's not everyone's cup of tea in a movie.
Guessed I really write a lot in this post. It might not be coherent, but who says that it should be? It's just an avenue (pardon for my lack of vocabulary) to express how I feel and think and this very moment.
So till then. I hope it won't be that long.
Labels: life
