Sunday, August 29, 2010

Back

It was a rather good break from the hectic life in Singapore. Also had a good chance to get away from my life to do some thinking without much interference. So what's the next step? I would say that life will just go on, I hope my perspectives, attitudes and take on different issues will be different. I think I am too hard on myself most of the times, and I would just want to give in to the people around me. Well, things will just be the same, but I have to remind myself to love myself more, but still put in my best in the things I do or pursue.

And since I am back from the short trip, I need to have new aims and directions. I guess one of the more urgent ones is to lose all that weight I gained from past few weeks. This is evident especially when I went to the tailor in bangkok.

Bangkok is rather safe, despite the unrest that happened a few months ago. Although in some of the places, especially in Siam Square, there was an evident decrease in the number of people, but overall it is still ok. Went to some places I have not been to previously, such as the tailor, and the FBT factory outlet. Bought many clothes because they were really cheap. Initially I didn't plan to, but it turned out to be a mostly shopping trip. Luckily I could still stuff all the things I bought into my hand carry baggage (I didn't check in my baggage 'cos I wanna save money). A reminder: To have check in baggage the next time I visit Bangkok.

I initially thought that I could think things through during this trip, but I guess I didn't achieve as much as I want. As for now, I guess I would just settle out my thoughts as often as possible, or whenever I have the opportunities to.

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Saturday, August 14, 2010

如果我有超能力

如果我有超能力, 我想找回以前的欢乐,以前一直把微笑戴在脸上的我。不知为何,这几年来,微笑似乎从我脸上消失了。我深信,我本性是喜欢欢乐的人,而不是一个悲伤的人。也许有太多的事情我不知该如何面对,该如何解决。

如果我有超能力,我想把以前的那股初生之犊不怕虎,那股不管什么苦难都向前冲的力量早回来。可能现在的我是想太多了,事情并还没发生时就怕失败,怕受到挫折。我希望能用这份超能力,把不好的思想删除掉,直往目标前进。

如果我有超能力,我想用这份能量,找到我喜欢的人,而那个人也需要喜欢我,了解我,爱护我。我知道如果我真的喜欢一个人,我能全心全力的爱护她,呵护她。但那个她,也应值得我呵护,值得我的关心。嘴里只说爱你,永远陪着你,是不够的,那个她需要了解我。我也会利用这超能力保护着她。

如果我有超能力,我想把自己的自信在加强些。近年来,我认为我比一前更有自信,但那份自信真的得来不易。有过不少的抨击,也遭到这残酷社会的蹂躏。也许就这样,我的微笑也渐渐消失了。我希望这份力量能再让我的自信胜过一切,不再被任何事物给影响,不再让我的自尊受到任何打击。

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