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posted by Jeremy @ 1:23 PM

The Himbotic side of me

i want to release the himbotic side of me and be the next pretty boy face on your magazine. i want to be on cover pages of top notch fashion magazines and be the top 50 eligible bachelor in 2 years.

i know new year's day not here yet but i want to make a resolution and i want to make it now!!

i want to be the pretty face everyone's dying for! nope, no money for facial but i promise i will put tomato and cucumber slices on my face eceryday. save up to but origin products!

muahahaha!!

but before i can be that, i must work out and go on diet to lose weight and get that chiselled look!! i must take care of my face to make sure it's spotlessly clean!!

i must run everyday and do pushups and situps to get that slim bod!!

maybe i shall go for the boy next door look!! that is more suitable for my character.

but still i need to lose weight!!!

i shall not give up!!! i must be the next singapore idol!!!

muahahaha!!!

a sign of over stressed from studying all day!!

BUT I AM SERIOUS!!! i want to be the good looker who will be talent spotted.

and i must let my personality flow too!!

I AM NOT JOKING!! you shouldn't discourage young people who have dreams and the drive to do something!!

hmmmm.. ok! plan will be carried out right after my exam!

posted by Jeremy @ 10:19 PM

A short break

i realised that it's been 2 weeks since i entered my last entry. it's not like i have been studying so hard that i have had no time to blog. just felt that a large part of my life recently has been about books and notes, so nothing interesting to write about.

one more interesting interception is the celebration of gary's and shannon's joint birthday celebration at nude restaurant. well that's the name of the restaurant and nope, if ya thinking that we have to go in nude.

nice east meets west dinner treat from shan and gary, and all of us appreciated the dinner. gifts were presented and photos taken. it's really funny when we try to write the cards for gary trying not to let him know, and it's interesting to see shannon's face when she realised she got a paper camera for her present.

what can i say? the usual light hearted mood is never missed.

just saw the photos at the birthday dinner pris's uploaded. realised that i am surrounded by beautiful people. everyome's so pretty and handsome. it seems like i am always the one spoiling photos. hmmm... maybe i should go for a cosmetic surgery to become singapore's brad pitt.

i lack self-confidence, but ugly is just what i am.

haiz.

enough of the crapping. have to get back to my books.

posted by Jeremy @ 7:24 PM

Whatever

ok! so my blog last evening gets posted anyway! haiz. so now i have two posts of almost the same content. whatever.

fine.

p/s: i edited the title of the second entry though.

posted by Jeremy @ 5:26 PM

Facts of life II

i was so pissed yesterday. ok no one pissed me off. its just that when i tried to post a blog yesterday, the whole thing hanged and i lost all the stuff i have written. and its quite a lot. arghh. can you imagine how i felt?

now all the things i wanted to say has gone and the feeling has gone too.

but anyway, what i wanted to say is that me, junli, jack and zihan discussed about life over dinner and fong seng last evening. we talked about love life and how one tried to run away from home and the other yelled at the teacher.

i realised i have been a good boy since young. too many, that might not seem anything wrong and in fact i and my parents should be proud. however, i felt that i lack the burst and energy in life. i just agree to everything and let nature goes its own way. i do not have my own thoughts and i don't do things that are right and what i think it's right.

i don't mean that i should run from home. what i feel is that, i lack initiative and the spark of life. i just agree to everything. i don't have the courage to venture new horizons. and in the future i'd just be a mediocre person, who lives just to see the sun and make no impact at all.

my life lacks a bang.

haha! i was surprised of the grade i have got for my critique because i have never done well in language. maybe the tutor likes me. :p

but i guess i will just get a lousy grade for the finals.

i must stop here or else i will DEFINITELY do badly for exams.

miss all of you so much by the second.

take care!

p/s: i hope this doesn't crash and the blog will sucessfully be uploaded!

posted by Jeremy @ 5:05 PM

Facts of life...

we (my class people during dinner) were discussing about life and all that and suddenly i have missed out a lot in life.

suddenly i felt like blogging and so before i start on my mugging, i decided to start on this blog.

everyone has something to tell about their lives. something different and special. i feel that i am too nice and 'law-abiding'. since young, i don't have my own stand it seems that i don't get into trouble or what. i don't run away from home, i don't quarrel with teachers, i don't get caught in orchard holding someone's hand.

it's not that i want to get into trouble or what but it seems that i don't have a mind of my own. everything is planned for and what i have to do is just to follow. i lack initiative, things that i think i should do i did not do, that's why everything seems so nice and smooth sailing.

but beneath this nice and calm ocean are hidden currents. i don't learn and i don't have the fire or spark to do anything i want to do. the thing is that: I don't improve.

i really don't know if that's a good thing after all. since young, i have been praised to be a good and obedient boy. i don't fight in school, i don't get scolded by teachers for not doing anything. because i am afraid to be punished. i am afraid to be wrong.

does that mean that in the future, i don't have the courage to venture, to do things i like and i think what is right? will i just be an organism that just live to see the sun and die, and have no impact at all.

my language sucks!

i have never told someone my feelings about her. i never dared to.

don't get wrong, i am not in love! that was a long time ago.

but when a loss hits right in your face, it will be too late to regret.

like when you suddenly lose your calculator, you realised how important it is in your life. and how you should have appreciated it and try not to lose it.

WHO TOOK MY CALCULATOR! DAMN IT!!

anyway, have to go back to my work!

go download the song angels by robbie williams. its a nice song!!

jeremy, wheeling off!

posted by Jeremy @ 9:43 PM