LIfe Goes On
These few days ain't easy for my family and relatives, especially yesterday, when this is the first time I see tears, tears of the people around me whom I usually see with smiles and laughter.
I understand we have to go through this stage of life, and it can be as hurtful. But I also learn that after the tears, life will have to go on, stronger as ever.
This time, I also get to know my cousins better, and although they are younger than me, it felt that I have many things to learn from them too, especially about being positive and all.
'Nuff said. Been lacking of sleep for the past few days. Hopefully the sleep pattern will recover as per normal, and everything will be back to normal, although somewhere in our heart, we know it won't.
As of now, I will just look forward of the things I am going to do and wanting to do.
Labels: life
I Need A Breather
With so many things happening (not in a good way) in my life, especially at home, and the dreadful load from the work, I really need to look forward towards something, so that there is some light in my life.
1. Movies
Although there are not many blockbusters this season, there are a few light hearted movies that hopefully can lightened me up a bit. Thanks to the CNY and V'day coinciding this year, there are few movies to catch.
Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief 72 Tenants Of ProsperityValentine's DayLittle Big SoldierHot Summer DaysI doubt I will be watching all of them. I am lucky if I catch one or two of them.
2. iPhone
I have been wanting to get this phone (though it's over hyped), since a long time. Now I am just waiting for my contract to be up in April, call Singtel, demand vouchers (the last time I called, they only offer 50 bucks and the person on the other line sounds hostile).
3. Japan Trip
Yes I am going to Japan. Maybe I should read up more on Japan, look at more beautiful pictures, so that the anticipation to go to Japan will be more prominent. As of now, I am still quite chill about this trip.
4. Gatherings
Yes, there are some gatherings here and there. I must always remind myself that it is a fortunate thing to be have friends to meet up with, even if it's the same few, and reminisce the old times.
I hope these few things will keep me going, and be positive in such times. And I also hope my family will be well in these times.
Which reminds me that I need to go to temple soon.
Labels: family, feelings, friends, life
The Search of Sense of Achievement
Just something that came to my mind on my way home just now.
I was wondering why the lack of enthusiam and energy at work is so prominent. Then I figured probably that's the absence of the sense of achievement in the work I do. And with this absence, I don't feel motivated to do anything. Any work done just brings in more work, and if no problems arise, it's more of a sigh of relief rather than a sense of achievement. This vicious cycle just tires me down.
I wonder does everyone experience this absence or the problem just lies with me? Probably I should reflect on my own mentality. Maybe it's just the nature of engineering job.
I think more likely it's the latter.
Labels: work
