I am an emotional freak!
Sometimes, there are so many feelings going on in me and I don't know how to start. Just feeling a little lonely this end of the year.
Christmas was fine as i was at my Lix's house, pigging out and mahjoning. And Christmas was at Aunt's house, watching DVD and bbqing.
But it seems that this new year's eve night, I will be alone at home, with my parents early in bed as usual, though I will spend the evening at Derek's house for his birthday party.
School's starting and I just have to enjoy the rest of the holidays, before the real horror starts again.
Not-so-Merry Christmas
The mood's definitely dampened by a bit. All thanks to the 'wonderful' results. Although I knew that the outcome will somewhat be something like that, but it seems that I can't just take it and leave it.
But what's done cannot be undone. I guess I just have to work much harder next sem. And when I meant not-too-good results, I really mean it.
I hope I don't just stay at 2nd lower.
I will try to be merry.
After a long time...
Well, I'm still alive. For those who know me very well, I hate to update blogs at home cos I hate using dial-ups. You have to wait lightyears for webopages to upload and you never know when the connection is interrupted especially when your blog is being uploaded. And yes, I am cheapskate and super stingy, not willing to upgrade my internet connection to broadband or wireless, but what's the point when I spend most of the time in school during school days.
The holidays have been quite ok, I guess, with time spent in school, practising for caroling gigs, preparation for PRU Bash. Of course, time is also spent with friends and family, mahjong, movies, food, tv, Dan Brown's Angels and Demons, swimming, sentosa, shopping, window shopping, chalet. Yup, I've done them all within the past few weeks.
Today's the day. Release of results. Wish me luck, though haven't got any good feelings about it. Keep telling myself, no matter what's the outcome, just be happy and work hard next time.
Well, I guess my next 2 weeks or so will be quite free, with occasional returns to school for meetings and banner paintings.
Merry Christmas to all and Happy New Year!!
Updates
Well its the holidays and this is the time I should enjoy myself.
Have been going out the past few days which means that I am spending more and having lesser in my saving accounts. Hmmm, have to come up with a better plan so that I can enjoy myself and yet spend less.
Anyway, I will be in chalet for the next 3 days and will be involved caroling.
I just love Christmas, don't you?
