to be or not to be...
help!!
need to write essay on a science topic. i never knew it could be so difficult.
YOUR views on transgenic technologies and the improvement of quality of life with respect to that specific technologies.
haiz!
i never could write good essay!
wish me luck!
At least I am not that dumb!!
i know piracy is harmful, but i can't help but putting this link in...
ok, shall make my reference to miss heng sian ying who put this on her blog.
http://asiantown.net/blog/fla/are_you_dumb.swf
i got all correct! how about you?
i think that the funny part is not the questions but the irritating yet funny accent. go find out!
this make my day!
Will you come to my funeral?
If i die,
will you come to my funeral?
If i die,
will you shed a tear?
If i die,
would you even care?
If i die,
where do i go?
If...
If we know on the creation of life will result in its destruction, why do we wait for a long time for something that will eventually happen?
why do we helplessly wait on the earth for death?
maybe i should make time go faster....
the windows look tempting...
Isolation breeds depression
this tinge of depression grows...
to a puddle...
then to a pool,
then sea,
then ocean,
then the world,
then it becomes as if the whole universe is covered by darkness, which already is.
The song in my life
After watching Singapore Idol, the judges mentioned that there's a song that 'is' for everyone. Of course what they mean is the song that best represents their personalities.
This leaves me pondering: what is my 'song'?
Not the song that I can sing best, but what's the song that drives me along the way?
I realise there's none. I have been living a life that is aimless and directionless. Everyone is aiming the goal.
Channel 8 did their fiming for the 9 pm show in NUS. Wah! Toro, Fiona Xie were in NUS!
Sometimes I think, I am quite useless. There are so many things I am jealous of other people. I wished that I could be like them too.
haiz! Sometimes I just ponder what different identity i possess, that I stand out from the rest.
sometimes, lonliness breeds deep thoughts and a tinge of depression.
i need the discovery of myself.
It's an unexpected cool morning
The urge to write suddenly came, and so I wrote.
It's been a long long time since I have last thought about other things like everything else except school work and tests and projects and position papers and reports!
As we all feel the to unwind the wound up souls, Ziyang, pris, shan and me decided to pig out at east coast park renovated food centre. after failed attempts to persuade sian ying and gary to meet up, we still continued with our new found favourite past time, to be a glutton, in
Style.
Ok here's the list of food we ordered.
Juicy honeyed lime chicken wings
Spicy sweet stingray
Oh-so-delicious and sinful hao jian aka oyster omlette
Oh-my-god hokkien mee
Even oh-my-god and unbelievable long queued and i-could-eat-it-all-my-life Satay bee hoon
Dark-coloured soupy Bah chor mee
Yummy and crunchy rojak
Icy and sweet Ice kachang
Cool and refreshing ice cheng t'ng
Thirst-quenching sugar cane juices
Did i miss anything? Mind you, there were only four of us.
We are not bimbos nor himbos, so besides talking about no-brainer stuff like food and models(did you watch the 2nd season of america's next top model?), we talked about ziyang's sociology topics on religion and psychology, about pris's chinese reading habits, why shan could write so well in english, on why gary might be left on the shelf which is impossible, why sian ying is so busy, on why jeremy has so many swords pulled out from his heart, about relationships and what not.
Ha! and we had a better-to-be-left-untold encounter while we were walking back to ziyang's car.
but being nosey and bitchy me, i couldn't help but say.
ok, i'll make it short, real short.
we saw a couple (middle aged) in the taxi in a dark secluded part of the carpark.
the rest is up to your imagination.
still tickled by the way we try to watch and yet afraid to be recognised, like an outing to the zoo.
and one more clue: animals are NORMALLY not clothed.
our conversation did not end just there. it continued as we sat down at macdonald's and we had some snapshots taken. hope pris will upload photos soon.
and so i reached home at two, but thanks to ziyang for his life home.
We have found a new past time, that is: to find a place where there's food, order some drinks and snack, and let our mouths do the talking. cheap and good.
haha. i think we have to put aside our past time to make time for our exam revision. sighz.
it is raining now. nice!
bye!
When we fall...
there are times when we fall. no doubt it's difficult climbing up, but i will try.
sometimes, i am too tired.
i need a hand.
I know I shouldn't slack, but...
I can't help. I just can't turn my head away from the laptop and the TV. Arg! realise i haven't been doing much studying and I have a test next wed. And i don't what the hell the lecturer is talking about.
I think I need a brain wash so that I will be fresh and concentrate what i should do.
I am stress. It seems like everyone is working so damn hard except me!
Gone are the grades for 1st sem!
Why Singapore?
It's like suddenly everyone's overseas studying except me. It's not that i can't get into these universities, but the want to study overseas in the past is not that strong enough that allows me to take the initiative to study overseas. maybe if my parents encourage me to go overseas, i wouldn't be here complaining.
but if i were to be at UK (cos that's where i want to go. Just LOVE the british accent!), i would be complaining why would i want to choose an overseas college.
Ok! so now next aim, student exchange for one year. even that means to stay back for one more year of undergrad life?
is it worth it?
I don't know!
I WANT TO BE AT UK!!!
there's wayne, ming yang, yingkai are out there experiencing a different culture and environment, searching for that greener pasture.
but only me, still BELIEVING singapore is the greenest pasture.
BUT! at least i still have my friends here!
realised i have very very negative past few blogs.
what more can i say? I love my life!
ha! bye!
Unexplainable
this feeling inside
i can't describe
a tinge of blue
or is the heart too cool?
i don't feel good. not physically. something inside is causing me to feel bad. i don't know what and i don't know why. i just want to be happy. is that so difficult?
i shall sleep over it. and i hope the next morning would be bright and sunny.
