Midnight madness!
finally the color-coordinated gang get to meet after quite some time. well, yesterday was almost there with the color-coordination, except that the goat wore dark blue where the rest wore black top. ha!
the usual
KTV at sunlight city with songs from the albums of the usual jay chow, sun yan zi, and david tao.
i still don't think i am cut to be the next spore idol. sorry guys...
after a quick dinner, we zoomed down to
zouk. normally, we won't initiate to go clubbing, but there was free entry before ten and pris's friend was involved in the frontal lab's organised event, we made the exception. the idea was almost blown up when we saw the never-ending queue, but due to some
lobang ah shing had, we managed to go in before ten.
saw richard while queuing but didn't know where he went after that. might have a change of plan instead.
met up with pris's friends, ah shing's tj friends, some of whom i knew but not familiar. then saw nick with his friends dancing away on the platform.
one of the more enjoyable
cheonging nights ever, cos of better music, and the fun we had when almost everyone, ok, everyone of us got on to the already very crowded platform to show our really-cannot-make-it dancing moves. ok, i admit. only mine cannot make it. so paiseh.
at least i relate to last night music better, thought still not sure what it is really about. i think it's a bit of samba and there's
game of love.
liked that song.
i think cheonging is for good-lookers, or at least those who dressed well. i felt like a dead fish in the ocean of beautifully ornamented marine plants and
luo hans. everyone else, yes it included the gang, their friends, nick and friends and all the clubbers there, although there are more guys than gals.
so the verdict? go cheonging more often to absorb the essence of beauty and technique of well-grooming...
haha! what rubbish! the verdict is i am not meant for cheonging...
too bad sian ying didn't join us... it's ok there are defintely more chances...
reached home about three am... *
tired*
luckily mom and dad didn't say anything.
a busy week ahead.
tata.
Food for thoughts...
it's becoming a life without much aims... a sign of ording soon. it seems like the energy and fire to do anything has gone... i am not much initiated to do anything in camp.
something to think about. am i that petty? cannot stand jokes on me? can't stand teasing?
need to loosen up, if not life would be too tensed.
met up with
yingkai and
anthony and talked bout gbk's injury and all those near-death experiences by kai.
my life lacks stories
meeting color-coordinated-no-more gang later. sense laughter and fun on the way.
my life needs some punch.
hope uni life wouyld be more fulfiling...
no mood to write so much...
period.
Lazy me
i think i am getting much more lazier these days. it just bothers when mum asked me to get lunch for grandma as they are out. and she always nags me for not packing up my room.
arggg
as you can see, the internet in my camp is still not up yet and thus the lack of updates of my blogs... seems to miss a lot things that happened to be updated.
finally got the energy to fill in some application forms for some scholarship... me no $$ to study and stay in hostel, me need $$. haha. after visiting
nus and the hostels with
gary last sat, realise the hostel fees are not cheap at all...
went to send off
jason,
chonghan and
genfeng last sat night with
yangfei.
jason was a bit surprised that we came. and so they flew off, doing things and suffering what me, fei went through last year...
when everyone thinks the world is so peaceful, 3 dumb robbers made the lives of everyone so busy and miserable...
poor thing...
tried to help in anyway i can...
feels the need to download a few good songs... hope some good samaritans can help me burn... i still use dial up you know?!?!
five for fighting has nice songs... like
superman and
something about you
ignition is also nice
*
sleepy*
sayonara...
It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside...
yes it is. just i was thinking of what to put for the title, elton john's song
your song 2002 coincidently was being played on my media player...
due to the failure of almost all the computers in camp, i could only blog from home, and that's the reason for the long duration of
unblogness...
i used to blog almost everyday
this week isn't the best of weeks ever. i kept pondering stuff that i thought it wasn't the worth at all.
am i thinking too much?
yes. of course i am happy i am going to ord soon, and i don't mind doing one last presentation next month,
SERIOUSLY, but it's just that i felt somehow quite lost.
sometimes, things i try too hard trying isn't giving the best results. in the end, everything seems to be so fake.
i have learnt a word.
FACET
am i the prey or the victim? no answer... as usual...
people i thought i could really go well along with somehow or rather feel otherwise...
there are two things i can do, one is to ignore and hide away from the problem... anyway i am going to ord soon. who cares about me anyway?
the other is to reconcile the problem. but as i have mentioned before, trying too hard sometimes defeats the purpose.
let nature finds its own path...
jason recently chatted with me bout our wing. he said that our wing is not as the same as what it had used to be. i agreed, sadly but truely.
previously, we went out with the whole wing, of course minus those who stayed out or busy with stuff. we played games together. everyone is a part of the group.
that is the past.
now? personally, i felt there's some sort of cliques going around. if you are out of the group, oops sorry, you are out of the game. maybe this felt most of the attached out people. i could reason that out. this is so as we are not in the office most of the time, and plans are made during and in the office. the problem is that the plan is not spread out.
well as i've said before, i can choose not to really care.
sorry for the very negative blog. but it's just that i have to spit out of what i felt...
something happy? 3 movies in 2 weeks. i have reviewed
lost in translation before. i watched
big fish with gary last sunday since everyone else is so busy. quite interesting and sad in the end. like it. watched
butterfly effect last wed with camp people. not bad too. got my attention throughout the whole movie.
bet jason wasn't informed about the movie. i knew he was going home so didn't ask him along. but what if he's not going home and i didn't inform him? poor him left in bunk.
just like me and him and weiwen left in mess two weeks back...
another happy something? going to nus open house tomorrow with gary. hope to meet up with pris and the rest later. it seems like only me and gary are free...
ha!
got to sleep soon. gary wants to meet early.
A different person?
i don't know what or how, i feel quite differently today. maybe it's because i am going to ord soon. courtesy of my
boss, i am clearing my offs and leaves
24th APRIL...
of course i am happy!!!
plans to work part time after ord, learn driving, going for some upgrading course...
suddenly, there's so much things to do...
suddenly sees the light at the end of the tunnel.
for those reading this, it's reaching soon, before you know it, it will be it.
*glad* passed my ippt today. if not for lta nigel's screaming and all those who sacrifice bowling, i.e
lewis, yau, kaiyan, and most of all,
genfeng, i don't think i was able to run the speed i was '
sprinting' today. and thanks to
nick too, for that
oh-so-sweet msg. and this goes out to
jason too who called at the end of everything, though i thought he's more concerned with his essay.
*just kidding*
hey, isn't the oscars over? it's like i am winning award. ha!
didn't go out today though.
tired.
nightz!
Remember the days?
Remember I have mentioned the big dinner my unit is going to have? today, i am so busy with the preparation for the presentation slides that if i am not wrong, today, i have come up with the most 'linked' powerpoint slides ever, with all the hyperlinks here and there.
*impressed*
remember all your
fears? fears are hard to overcome...
remember the happy days when we celebrate
friendship?
watched
lost in translation yesterday... no comments. it's just a good artistic movie. not the typical commercial type...
*tired*
