I Just Wanna Sleep
I just wanna sleep
Sleep my fears away
Sleep my worries away
Sleep my sadness away
Sleep my hopes away
Sleep my ambitions away
And
Sleep my life away...
I'm tired.
I realised my recent posts are down and depressing. Maybe I only blog when I feel down. But actually there are times of ups too, just that probably I was too high to write anything.
The current situation? I am really tired. Maybe not enough sleep.
Thinking of making a bold move in my life. Still pondering if I should.
But I do not have the energy to bother now.
Just need to constantly remind myself to go on and drive a certain motivation. If I don't, who will?
It's a rough world. I just have to learn to take care of myself, physically, mentally and emotionally.
If I don't, who will?
Labels: life
In This World
In this world
Of fast paces
And blinded chases
I have lost
My initial passion
And driving generation
Of limitless creation
Search me
For I am lost
In this world
Sat: CNY gathering at my house with primary school peeps to play cards and Citadel. Then went to Kim's to play Settlers of Catan. Nice and interesting game. Dinner at Changi Airport T2's Breeks. Reasonable food.
Labels: life
Post CNY
The usual dread of up waking
While the Sun is still sleeping
The fog that never seems going
Just the drowsiness that’s been swimming
I put on a smile
Even when I’ve walked a mile
To greet fellow beings on this isle
I know they haven’t been good all this while
Doing the same old thing
Not knowing where this is heading
Hoping time accelerates its clicking
For I hope lunch is soon approaching
The heavy eyelids arrived after lunch
Fighting with a big fat punch
Continue the day trying not to crunch
I just can’t wait for the next big munch
Sometimes I just hope I know what I am doing
Is it worthwhile or am I just dreaming
CNY (Eve, Day 1 and 2): Reunion Dinner, Usual Visiting, Ang Pow giving (1st time to parents and grandparents), Ang Pow receiving, Some Gambling, Steamboating, Yu Sheng Tossing
Sat: CNY gathering at Charmy's house, then at Mingli's house (late)
Sun: Home after morning gym
Mon: Red Cliff 2 after work. Nice and must watch show.
That's my usual boring life for you.
Labels: life
