e Wheel of Life

Walking alone

Is it normal? Is it normal at this part of life, I feel so lost. Nothing seems to fall in place. The path I am walking now seems to have no end. It is stable but it leads to nowhere.

And yes, I do feel lonely. There are so many things that I do not know how to handle, or how to decide, and I do need a listening ear. But who? Who can I just find right this moment now?

Have you encountered? People will tell you that you can always find them when you need help. But when you really need them, where are they? I know they mean well, but still, it sounds like a joke, isn't it?

I'm in quite a fed up mood recently, and being sick doesn't really help. Be stuck at home with the nagging mother who complains everything from the sky to the earth, aloud. That really doesn't help at all

I really don't know what's wrong with me. Some said I need a girlfriend, but seriously, am I in a position to have one? When I can't even take care of myself?

I am not a good writer, and I don't really know how to express everything in my mind into words, but it's the best place I could say what I want to say, no matter anyone cares or not.

I keep asking myself, what is my direction? Where I am heading to? To go or not to go? Where to? Who? How? Why?

There are just too many question marks in this post, and in my mind.

I am lost, because I started this path, alone.

Don't tell me that you will be there no matter what happens, because seriously, no one will.

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posted by Jeremy @ 8:21 PM

Post Vocal Obsession IV Thoughts

For those of you who have been following the updates in my Facebook, you all should have realised for the past few days in the week, most of my posts are related to Resonance's A Cappella Concert, Vocal Obsession IV.

This concert has indeed reminded me how much I missed singing and performing on stage, especially after stepping into the working society for almost 2 years. My spirits have definitely been uplifted, and somehow for the few days or so, work hasn't been THAT bad. It is the passion for singing that leads me out of insanity.

Though the post concert high has died down a little, and I haven't had so many words that I can pen down as easily as I could if I have had posted just after the concert, the significance of this post is to remind me, despite being tired and weary after work, I must not forget my passion. The passion of music, the love for singing, and the ecstasy I had during performing on stage. I may not be the lead singer, the audience may not have the loudest applause for the song I performed in, or I may not be the best singer, but I have to remember no matter what, I love music. And I believe and hope, some day, just some day, I may be the lead singer or have the loudest applause ever.

Thank you Resonance for not forgetting this lao lao.

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posted by Jeremy @ 12:03 PM